A... was a man who tried everyday to override his survival instinct, in order to successfully kill himself without pain nor sadness. He tried acting rational, he tried to forged his attachments, he even thought about alcohol or drugs. None of that mattered anyway, because he was a coward. 

I'm dead

Este año he tenido pensamientos suicidas a diario. Espero que no sea un presagio sobre los meses que vienen.